Crazy in Love

You ever love somebody so much, and didn't know why??

It's been like this for for months now for me..
In a love so strong, you think it's one sided.. ain't no way they feel the same way about me...

You put yourself on an emotional roller coaster
No one taller or shorter than you can ride

All alone in this breathtaking experience, no one to smile to
No one to share the joy of the ride with
It makes you bitter

Why is this ride so breathtaking and I'm here alone...
You become insecure because of your lonesome

Wanting to become apart of their privacy
Knowing everything thats going on in front, and behind your back

"I know they probably cheating on me"
Thoughts in your mind begin to become blocks in your heart

How can you manage love, when your heart is blocked with negativity and insecurity??

I can answer that ?...
YOU CANT

I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME BEING INSECURE, TOO MUCH TIME WORRYING ABOUT WHO HE WAS TALKING TO WHEN I'M NOT AROUND...IS HE REALLY WHERE HE SAY HE IS?? ...
WHAT WAS THE REAL REASON WHY HE AIN'T ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED?? Was he sleep??
WHO HE BOOKIN' IN THE CLUB?? WHO IS HE DANCING WITH AND HOW IS HE DANCING WITH THEM??

I was scarred before, and said I forgave you... I didn't
Blunt after Blunt I try to suppress the memories with clouds of T.H.C fail

The only way I can love you is if I remain Shay!!!

The Crazy girl you met in February,
The Friend that never judged you after hearing secrets
The friend that held you when you cried
The friend that fed you
The friend that kept a smile on ur face
The Woman that respects you
The Woman that knows and loves pleasing every part of you
The Woman that desires you and only you
The Woman that wants everything to do with you

I couldn't enjoy the ride because I was scared..
Scared to put my heart up for grabs and you not fight for it
Too scared to open my eyes...

You were right next to me the whole time.. There goes my baby

I was trapped in a body that didn't see love coming from the angles of which u sent..

My eyes are open and the fear is no more...all I want to do is make you happy
For thoughts of me to put a smile on your face
For me to touch you and make your heart flutter..

Because you do these things to me on the regular...

I'm falling in love wit u and now i can control it

Food for the thoughts!!

A code that cant be cracked, 
a mind so open, but locked to those chosen

Lockpick??

Don't even try, your key will be eaten alive
Humiliation so great, it towers over your pride
that's what it is...

A constant fever, cold sweats and such
No security to blanket your thoughts
Vulnerability at its best

Showing no remorse to the weakness u have,
Placing its own in front of everything

Leaving unanswered confusions turn into Confusing answers..

All u wanna walk away with is a working understanding of that being, 
But your left with bits and bits put together to make half of a whole when half isn't enough

Trying to meet all standards set, abandoning your own..
Unsafe territory, and your the only flare for safety....

It's o.k though, as soon as one realizes that they are the top priority over others,
One will be able to connect with another

If We were lovers

If you loved me you would care
If you loved me you would be there
If you loved me you would stay and just chill,
Is that okay?
You may not know how much I care for you,
But my love for you is really true!
When I'm with you,
You bring me so much joy!
I'm just wondering can you be my playtoy?
This is how I feel for you
Yes, these things I say are really true!!
If we were lovers would you care for me?
If we were lovers would you be there for me?
If we were lovers would you cry for me?
Ride with me?
Die for me, If we were lovers?
If we were lovers would you stay by my side?
If we were lovers would you love me do or die?
If we were lovers what would you do for me physically, emotionally, if we were lovers?

Signs of Love Making

Come a little closer because I want you to hear all the freaky things I'm about to whisper in your ear.
Baby when it comes to fore play, I could be with you all day.
Don't take it for granted because what I'm about to do to you,
No one has ever done to you before.
I'll give you hints of every little detail just to make sure that my plan does not fail.
Pay close attention to what I say,
Because there are the signs,
The signs of love making!!

Love is not a game

Mountain high valley low there's no place that I'd rather go cause' you're the only one for me,
Oh baby why can't you just see that I want you so bad,
You're the one that I wish I had and I just can't let you go because my love for you will grow.
See you just don't understand I want you in my life,
But you have to make a vow to me that you'll never do me trife,
I do really love you and I know you feel the same,
But don't play with my emotions because my love is not a game.
Baby my love for you is strong I've been feeling this way for so long.
My emotions I cannot hide and our love I cannot abide.
It's just the way you make me feel and it tells me our love is real,
So just come and let me know or else you can hit the door.

Let Me Know!!

Looking in the mirror I can see myself wanting you and nobody else.
Needing you here with me in my life baby.
So now I ask you one thing: is it love you want to bring to m life and to yours?
I'll give you what you want and more but before we go to far,
I need to know where you are in my life at this time because I want to make you mine.
Just let me know where we are before we mess up and go to far cause I wouldn't want this to end.
You are my lover and my friend.

The keys to life

P.S. never pretended to be something I'm not just thought I'll write you a piece of motivation from me to you:
Life isn't easy
Life isn't hard
There are moments that you will sometimes fall
Never give up nor ever give in
To each it's own, courage "everybody sin"
Life is precious & contains time
Never allow one to Corrupt your PEACE OF MIND!!!
There are opportunites thats up to you to open it's many doors
The key to Life is one who Matures!
accepting all that it brings and still Standing strong through the Storms and Pains!!!
Ignoring Ignorance and Prevailing Success
Knowing  No matter What"God Loves you Best"
Being mindful that there's NO one you need to Impress
ATTITUDE IS EVERYTHING & EVERYTHING IT IS
TREASURE YOUR LIFE AS THOUGH ITS THE LAST TIME YOU LIVE
GIVE IT YOUR ALL
LIVE FOR TODAY & DREAMING FOR A TOMMARROW
AND NOT THE REGRETS OF SORROW
THERE'S ONLY ONE LIFE,ONE TRUE LOVE FROM WHENCE ALL OUR HELP COMETH AND THAT IS WHATS ABOVE!
STAYING HUMBLE AND NOT PRIDEFUL
wisdom knowing that God bless the humble and resist the proud
LIVING IN THE PRESENT, LEAVING THE PAST BEHIND YOU AND SMILING FOR YOUR FUTURE!
ANALYZING AND LOVING SELF
BEFORE JUDGING OTHERS
& with ALL THESE OBSTACLES LIFE BRINGS,
HAVE FAITH, BELIEVE, AND YOU'LL FIND YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING!!!