Crazy in Love

You ever love somebody so much, and didn't know why??

It's been like this for for months now for me..
In a love so strong, you think it's one sided.. ain't no way they feel the same way about me...

You put yourself on an emotional roller coaster
No one taller or shorter than you can ride

All alone in this breathtaking experience, no one to smile to
No one to share the joy of the ride with
It makes you bitter

Why is this ride so breathtaking and I'm here alone...
You become insecure because of your lonesome

Wanting to become apart of their privacy
Knowing everything thats going on in front, and behind your back

"I know they probably cheating on me"
Thoughts in your mind begin to become blocks in your heart

How can you manage love, when your heart is blocked with negativity and insecurity??

I can answer that ?...
YOU CANT

I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME BEING INSECURE, TOO MUCH TIME WORRYING ABOUT WHO HE WAS TALKING TO WHEN I'M NOT AROUND...IS HE REALLY WHERE HE SAY HE IS?? ...
WHAT WAS THE REAL REASON WHY HE AIN'T ANSWER THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED?? Was he sleep??
WHO HE BOOKIN' IN THE CLUB?? WHO IS HE DANCING WITH AND HOW IS HE DANCING WITH THEM??

I was scarred before, and said I forgave you... I didn't
Blunt after Blunt I try to suppress the memories with clouds of T.H.C fail

The only way I can love you is if I remain Shay!!!

The Crazy girl you met in February,
The Friend that never judged you after hearing secrets
The friend that held you when you cried
The friend that fed you
The friend that kept a smile on ur face
The Woman that respects you
The Woman that knows and loves pleasing every part of you
The Woman that desires you and only you
The Woman that wants everything to do with you

I couldn't enjoy the ride because I was scared..
Scared to put my heart up for grabs and you not fight for it
Too scared to open my eyes...

You were right next to me the whole time.. There goes my baby

I was trapped in a body that didn't see love coming from the angles of which u sent..

My eyes are open and the fear is no more...all I want to do is make you happy
For thoughts of me to put a smile on your face
For me to touch you and make your heart flutter..

Because you do these things to me on the regular...

I'm falling in love wit u and now i can control it